What do you do with regret and consequences of mistakes made?
6237 days ago I made the biggest mistake of my life.
I had no way to fix it so I tried to make the best of my life, always feeling the haunting memories and reminders of that mistake. It would pop up fairly often, I tried to push it away but it would resurface again and again.
For the last 315 days I had the chance to try to rectify that mistake.
Now I get to live out the remainder of my days living with the regret of my failure. I wonder how many days that will be.
I never knew I would be punished for the rest of my life for that mistake. I never would have made that choice if only I knew.
Every day, many times a day, I pray and I hope that someday, somehow the punishment for this mistake will end. I will get another chance and maybe, must maybe, I won't fail again.
All I can do is hope and pray.